Back from the Mini-Slump

I must admit that the whole mess-up with my classes has gotten me down for the past couple of days. Who wouldn't? I have a three year plan and going underload... THIS underload is really not conductive to finishing anytime within the century. Well after spending half the week bewailing it I guess its time to climb out of this silly hole and get back to running my life.

Three things brought me out of this slump.

First: I thought God/The World/Arellano must really hate me for giving me a pathetic 12 units. For some that's actually a dream come true.

I can't really complain about the futility of the nauseating number of adding forms because my 5 adding forms (with many many denials) is not really that much worse than 6 adding forms (though that friend of mine finally got a decent 20 unit load). So with a, not so heavy heart, I passed ANOTHER adding form. Let's Justice be done... I hope... :)

[EDIT: Make that Six with a stern 'warning' that I should not add more subjects!!!]

Second: I can't really afford to be this way. Too much is at stake. Hazel is working overtime to make things happen on her end... The least I could do was reciprocate her level of dedication and tenacity. We won't lose, at least not with out a fight. Hazel I made a promise to you: WE WILL DO OUR BEST and LET GOD TAKE CARE OF THE REST. I'm not ready to renege on my word.

Madam Prime I given you my oath and I swore not lightly. It will be done even if I have to break the world to do it.

Third: I love this school, specifically the people. Two nights ago I lost my phone. People were honestly concerned and helped me to find my phone. I found it, Thanks be to God, but what really stirred my heart was how they actually cared. They tried to help despite the evident futility of my crisis.

If I screw up the NIHL, not only will I get petty revenge for this petty oppression I'm receiving but I will also let these people down. They were so happy when we won. I really don't feel like disappointing them regardless of how stupid things are getting.


I want to study. Is that too much to ask?

You want me to moot? Then give me the security of a decent load of subjects

You want us to win? Then at least treat me like a normal student

P.S. I'm sorry for the way I have been acting. I'm pretty disappointed with my actions lately. Thank you for understanding.