Saturday, October 31, 2009

Ending the Prescient Dream

Wake up, its over.

Perhaps its time to finally emerge from my Prescient Dream, its been three semesters and I’m fairly certain that it achieved it’s purpose. I got what I wanted and it no longer serves any value. Its healing virtues have long since expired. Other than consume my swiftly diminishing energies it does nothing.

I am Forensic, I don’t need the Prescient Dream to retain that.

I am ________, I was already that long before I came here. But the Dream forces me to hide it. I'll unveil it once again.

I am _______, even the Dream can't disguise it.

I am something else, and it will end with the loss of the Dream. But I begrudge not the loss.

I am already hale and hardy, I don’t need any proofs or laurels to know that.

It’s time to lose the Prescient Dream. This is Arellano after all, one of the most cosmopolitan (at least on the surface) communities I’ve ever known. Seeming is simply unbecoming of me.

It’s time to fire up the old engines and revive the old programming.

It’s time to wake up from my long rest and get back on track.

And if I’ve clawed myself back to full consciousness you are with me, then I will cherish you all the more.

P.S. Missing You.

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